welcome 2013

i can't believe that 2012 has come to an end.
Today is the last day of 2012. Time flies super fast.
We might been too busy on working or studying until we did not realize the fact that the time has just passed.
1 second...1 minute....1 hour...1 week...1 month....and 1 year...

In this 2012,
i really had a lot of fun with friends and family. I also had gain a lot of experiences throughout this year.
1. My friend has left me and went to korea for further study
2. my first time for putus cinta
3. my first time to feel that human are uneasy
4. happy that my frens hav boyfriend
5. gaining 1 kg but not losing weight
6. my results are getting better
7. my social skill is getting worse
8. my first to stay in hospital
9. keep on falling sick in this year
10. culinary skill has improved
11. my first time to work in dessert restaurant
12. my first time to be unemployment due to the shut down of "my" shop
13. my first time to work as a tutor
14. first time to enter church during christmas
15. my first time to wear tat "super" high heels
16. my first time to go to a ballroom with a partner.
17 very happy that we manage to organize an event
18. very sad that i had did something wrong when organizing an event
19. happy that my frens came and visit me when i was in hospital
20. i still remember night's birthday and i celebrated it with my bestie - yuqing
21. i got a lot christmas present in this year :)
22. my first time to stay at outside.
23. my first time to fall sick alone in room
24. my first time to go to comic feista
25. my first time to buy the one piece bottle and puzzle
26. my first time go for a trip with my college frens
27. first time eat in sukiya :P

last but not least, i am happy that WE are still interacting with each other although we are not in a same school. sweet memory will always remain in my brain. :)

p/s : sad that we are no more 1x. next year we are going to turn to 20. :'(

The goal for 2013 :
1. lose weight to 50 kg. ( dun laugh ahh!!)
2. know how to make up.
3. earn moreee money and save more moneyyyyyy at the same time!!!
4. Trip to Sabah!
5. I hope i can cope with 5 subject in one semester @.@
6. i wan to cosplay!
7. keep in touch with my frenss
8. i can build a good reputation as a tutor.
9. i can get over with someone that i had quarreled with.
10. Event tat organized by CCS are running smooth.
11. No more sick and No more Denggi!!
12. help more frens in academic. but not those fren tat tended to get benefit from me.
13. be more mature and rational in thinking.

so far....... like tat.. :)
anyways, just hope that everything in 2013 will be smooth and i wan to have a healthy lifestyle. :3
and thank you for my frens and family for bringing me the joy and fun throughout this year.

Next year is a snake year!
All the best and Happy New Year!! :D
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ps : i cant fall asleep now.. T^T

prom night

WAHAHAHAAH!!!!

let's see a new MEE!! ^.^

a photo tat i din wear spec!! 

Btw, this prom really cost me a lot T.T~

i pay rm80 for the make up and also hair style. The make up artist took a photo of me. A 'Before-and-after' photo. Seriously!!! it's a big difference T.T cz if i din make up, u totally cant see my eyebrow~ HAHAHA

 me and my fren who is good in belly dance :)

me - roxanne- vincent

Anyways, i wan to thanks to vincent for becoming a partner in the prom. 

Hmm, my 1st time of having partner. Actually, i was quite nervous and excited~

From the beginning, he fetches me from hse. Then we enter into the ballroom together and sit together. 

^.^ Although he is not my REAL partner, i still feel happy as i din experienced it before.

Ohya!! we lose in this INTIMA AWARD night :(

i think we haven well in prepare yet!

Nvm, in next year, CCS will get the best club and the best event!!! 

HAHA!! 

Fighting and start prepare for nex year!! 

October :)

hmm..i decided to continue blogging. :)
I just found out tat, i seldom contact with my secondary skolmate.
The number of hang-out has been decreased. :( So, blogging is a way to update u guys~ :P

At end of the september, which is 29 September 2012. My club, Chinese Cultural Society (CCS) was organizing an event, which is Rush Hour - Amazing Race. I was the committee of this event who in charge of the program department. Anyway, the event is quite success. :)  (bt rugi =.= )
Congratz to vincent and johnson as they won the 1st prize in this competition.
Through this event, i really gain a lot of experiences~ :3

all the committees and participants~

^.^

hmm..this is my 1st time to make up.

^.^ since it's free, so i went for it and took photo. (ps : actually is a contest) =.=

9th october~

my birthday celebration :)

Birthday celebration at Chili's Empire :3

5th of october~ fren's birthday celebration

Steamboat + Sing k!!! ^.^

quite enjoy it ~

OCTOBER -end-

relationship problem

最近，面对很多问题，大部分都是与人际关系有关。

我和我很要好的朋友吵架了。现在打着冷战。
每天见面时，讲话都很少。每次这样，其实心里真的很难过。
但是，每次跟他讲话时，一直对着我摆臭脸，便使我怒气冲天。
总觉得，他不信任我，让我讲话时，对自己很没有信心。每次，我给完我的意见，他就会把出臭脸。让我觉得，我的意见真的是很蠢。 :(
最近，一直在想，我会是否该退出学会。因为，他都不喜欢我，我又何必再留在那儿呢？但是，往往还是有让我继续留在那儿的理由--责任感。
我知道我很蠢，在思考上有些迟钝。但是，我并不认为这是让你生气我的理由。
第一次和第二次，我是可以忍。但是，在第三次，我真得忍无可忍。

现在住在学校的宿舍，晚上有时还会一个人吃饭。感觉上，真心的朋友真的很难找。
已经习惯一个人的生活。。。
在我脑海里，一直有个问题：是否该放手？
现在，他都不需要我的帮忙，而且还生我的气，那我真的该离开吗？

此外，不只是友情问题，连感情问题都有。:(
最近真的很不顺利。。
喜欢的人竟喜欢上别人~ 唉!! 算了吧~

每天遇到这种事，累了。。
但没地方给我诉苦。
:)
现在只能够想开点，为未来加油！fighting!!

August 1 :D

HAHA.
I feel damn lazy to update my blog, although i am having my holiday now :P
By the way, this will be a super long blog as it's regarding the whole August.
I will post all the event happening in tis month. :)
A short summary ^.^

29th July - 2nd Aug

As our final exam of this semester has ended, my friends planned a 4 days 3 nights trip to Pulau Langkawi.
Thx to Isaac, who fetch us from Subang to Alor Setar. (A scary and reckless driver) =.=
The 1st day, we reached Alor Setar, who was Alice's hometown.
We stayed in Alice's hse. :) ps : thx to Alice's parent :D
Then, the second day, we went to langkawi for 2 days 1 night :D

Here's the place we visited :)

 did u see the fish?

the fish jump up and eat the bread tat stick on my hand~ it's so fun xD

We took boat to travel around the island :)

 HEHE, acting to pull the boat xD

 The place where we had our lunch.

It's beside the beach :)

 Start from left : Isaac, Alice, Alice's bf (Chee Kien)

 See, it's nice :D

 After we had our lunch, we walked along the hot sun.

and my skin is getting darker :x

 HEHE~ sand building =.=

 start from left : ME, elsa and isaac :D

at night, we celebrate pei qi's birthday :)

HEHE!!

Happy Birthday, girl! 

ps: this the a japanese restaurant..super expensive.

 this is what i ordered. 

grilled salmon :)

It's a set.

This place is a super rich place. :)

can u see the luxury yatch? 

WATERFALLL!!!! xD

i din go down to the water~

sob**

This is bird park :)

did u notice tat there is a parrot on my hand? xD

HAHA!!

so geli and fun when the parrot is on top on ur hand~

1st time feeding parrot xD

kinda scare that it will bite me :x

OMGGG!! it's so cute!!

i mean the bird la.

seee...feeding the birds is super fun!! xD

Feeding rabbit xD

before we went bak to alor setar,

we took a group photo at dataran helang. :)

This nasi lemak was introduced by Alice in her hometown.

It's look so red as it added 4 type of different sambal.

nice try :D~

At last, we dropped by Ipoh. :)

thx to Elsa's mum as she bring us to try the ipoh famous chicken rice and the ipoh white coffee.

:D

4th and 5th August :)

It's Famine 30 ^.^

It's so lucky tat i was selected to become the volunteer.

My job on that day was to incharge of the ice breaker activity before the countdown. :)

HEE~ i meet a lot of new frens there. :D

after the 30 hours of fasting, me and min yen wen to klang to eat Steamboat 88 

^,^

6th August 

I FFK my fren. :(

Cz my parents are not allow me to go malacca with my frens.

HEHE, it's bcz i kept on going out in these days.

^.^

But, my frens really had a lot of fun in malacca.

By the way, i ended up with going to my mum's office and help her to do office work =.=

10th August

I went to college to do some stuff.

Then, i went to look for jobs around SS15. :)

I planned to work while i was studying.

Finally, i was hired by one of the bubble tea shop in SS15. :)

HEHE..kinda happy actually. cz the working hour is so flexible. ^^

i will work hard on next coming thursday ^^

After i done my works, i went to sunway to watch movie with my fren.

Total recall

Hmm.. i really like those shooting movie :)

but, the storyline got a bit confusing @.@

11th August

Well, as u guys noe tat every saturday i worked as part time teacher in one of the tuition center in kepong :)

HEHE~ 

After working for 3 months, i realized something.

It's important for parents to take care of their children as nowadays most of the parents were busy working and they din even care for their children.

And this has led to the creation of bad attitude of the children.

Parents should care for their result and teach them the manners. 

Sometimes i feel sad that, some children really dun hav manners. :(

But, i still try my best to correct them :) hehe, this is what a teacher should do.

At night, 

my family and i went to genting for 2 days 1 night trip. =.=

HAHA, cz my mum got the ticket for the show " FREEZE" , which was a ice skating magic show.

It's really nice!! i recommended u guys to watch. ^^

14th August

My frens asked me to go eat steamboat buffet in Sukiya, Paradign Mall.

1st photo : kah yan & roxanne

top right : Ah hong

middle : me and joyce

bottom left : vincent (only can eat chicken and vegetable =.= pity him)

bottom right : adrian (HAHA!! he ate damn a lot although he came later than us xD )

15th August

I went to college again..to finish my CCS notice board ^.^

TADAAAA : This is designed by me :) and assisted by Chee Cai ^^

 Do u got the "WOAH" feeling? xD

HEHE, most of the things is made in 3D ler.

It really took a lot of my times and heart to do it. :D

After that, at night, my fren bring me to klang to eat STEAMBOAT 88 again!

OMG! yesterday i jz ate steamboat buffet and today i hav to eat again :(

but, nvm la, haha..my fren help me pay for the dinner as he FORCE me to eat the steamboat XD

16th August

Today is my 1st day working in bubble tea shop.

HEHE, actually i was really excited as i learned a lot of things today.

I learn to make the bubbletea by myself.

HAHA!! by the way, i think tat the manager sure think tat i was really stupid as i cant memorize the formula of making the tea @.@ keep making mistake. HAHA! but i like the manager~ he was really kind and funny! ^^ and he keep smiling too. :)

He keep on testing me for the formula @.@ and sometimes i make him feel like wanna to bang to the wall~ haha!! cz i m too noob ;P

By the way, i dunnoe whether i can manage myself anot @.@

I nid to study to maintain my scholarship.

I need to work for 2 jobs to earn money.

I need to plan for my club's event...hmmmm

Ohya, btw, ^^ i become the vice president (Admin) of the CCS :D

AND guess who is the president? ^^ 

Sung yih is the president :)

To be continue....... August 2

伤心

今天，我回去医院复诊。
很开心的事，我的blood platelet 本来从39 升到 309 :).
但是，医生的话，让我感到很难过。。。
ps: 不是中了什么病啦！！

她说，我应该休息多一点，不应该去college 上课。
老实说，还真的很累。当我病好后，这是我第一次感到这么累。
从我的subang 房间走到学校，我已经要累到晕倒了。（难以形容的累！！ 好像刚跑完的5km 预野赛跑。）
一到学校，我累到趴在桌上一动也不动。（好像只死鱼）
我不听父母的话，死都要上 college. 因为，我有考试和assignment 要赶。（没去学校一个礼拜）
这个礼拜可说是忙到要死掉。
Accounting 我已经miss 了很多课。:(
而星期三又有考试。 妈妈要我跟老师要求延迟考试，但是我不要，以为自己可以应付得来。哈哈，结果昨天考试，我搞砸了。:(
医生说，我不能太过疲劳。但是，我一直不断地给自己压力，因为我不想考到差的成绩。
是不是我太过要求高了？
最近都很迟睡，要读书和赶assignment 。所以，我会很迟才病好。一直感到很累很累。
昨天考试，还靠两罐鸡精来提神。。但是还是很累。;p


我真的很难过，我的accounting考试竟然搞砸了。
有没有人肯自动教我，（因为我的性格的关系，我不想要去请教别人。）唉，我越变越怪，越来越好胜。
不想去请教别人。。 :( 但是却希望别人自动来教我。）我真的是很怪。:( 可能是我要面子的关系？我不懂。
只是，最近上课时，都很难过，因为不懂老师在讲什么。。有没有人肯解释给我听，自己硬着头皮去试着了解。结果还是不行，但是我又不想问别人，担心自己会麻烦到别人，然后，即使别人跟我解释了，我还是会在“半懂半不懂”的状况，然后假装自己会了，但是还是不会。=。=
奇怪的我。。。

医生说，即使我去考试，我的成绩也是一样会很差，因为我会没有力。
:( 拜托，我明天还有20 % 的考试。:( 我不要再搞砸了。
w但是，却没有办法，明天也是要照样考试（补考来的 ）

我很担心，我自前所考过的好成绩，会因为这几次的考砸了的考试，而影响了自前累积下来的cgpa :(. 父母希望我不会把分数看得那么重。
但是我做不到。一想到自己的成绩会跌，就担心到晚上睡不着。
很夸张吧？可能是kia shu 的关系？不懂。

好了，真想找个人来谈天，但是不懂要找谁。。
感觉上没有人能够了解我的心情。:(
haiz..很难过。。
最近都很不好。。 :(

好了，是时候睡午觉了。
一人在房间，好孤独哦~
等下还要读书呢！！
加油，明天的补考! :D
我一定行的！！ xD

Denggi :(

Now, i am still inside the hospital, waiting for doctor to declare me that i can "get out" from hospital. ^^

Well, i had stayed at hospital for 3 days. :( cause i got Dengue.

ps : stupid mosquito!! bite me and spread the disease to me!! 

On 28/6/12,

i felt so cold and i got a bad feeling that i got Dengue as i suddenly had fever without any notice.

Then, i was sent back to home and not staying in Subang when i got sick.

That moment seriously is very suffering, ( i dun noe hw to explain) cz i got headache and very tired.

I had fever for almost 3 days.

On Sunday morning, i started to lose my appetite and i start vomiting. :(

I got a test on Monday but i took MC and skipped it ;p

Until Wednesday, i found out that there are a lot of red spot start appearing over my hand.

Then i went to clinic to test for Dengue.

and.....

Hooray =.=  ~ i got Dengue! (FML) =.=

den, quickly, my parents sent me to hospital to get the treatment.

That time, my blood platelet fall till 37 + o.o...

ps : Quite Serious****

T^T tis was my 1st time i stayed in hospital.

But, seriously, Gleneagles Hospital is quite nice. :)

As i hav insurans, my parents send me to private hospital to get the treatment.

I share a wad with 1 aunty. :) and there is a television inside my room.

ps : a bit like hotel ;p

hmm...btw, now i was ok ald.

I wan to thx to everyone that care for me.

Especially my mum T^T  she took a very good care of me. i wana say sorry and thank you to her.

And thx for my college frens as well, they came and visit me.

really gave me a big surprise T^T.

THX guys~

n i will take a good care of myself and wont let me to fall sick again! 

a new me :D

HOHO~ long time din update my blog.  ;p

hmm, i will talk abt some changes on me recently.
1st, i work as tuition every Saturday.
2nd, i chged my spectacles. :D
3rd, i moved to Subang ald. ^^

well, i m going to talk about my job 1st.
I found a job in Sri Sinar. It's jz a one-day job.
At 1st, i was applied for admin job. But, the manager asked me to become a teacher.
Hmm.. i was not really ready for the class on that day. But, the manager suddenly "throw" 2 students to me and asked me to teach them. I was quite scare and panic at the beginning.
after 1 or 2 hours class, i quite happy tat i can be fren with the children and teach them.
Btw, i still dun like some of the children there. cz sometimes they are really not respecting me. =.=
ESPECIALLY Standard 5 and 6 student.
I like standard 1 -3 students. T^T
ps : i felt tat i kena bullied by the manager regarding my salary. Nvm, i will try to talk and negotiate it!

HEHE, i jz changed my new spectacles ;p

hmm...look nice anot?? :D

Next, i had moved to Subang ald. :( 

Bye, my family and fren.

dun miss me as i will be coming back on every Friday  ;p

hehe

Btw, moving to a new environment is not easy. cz u have to plan wat to buy and how to bring ur things to ur new 'house'. i knew that i had spent alot @.@

Here is my new room.

Thx for my family and sung yih to help me to clean and arrange it. 

it looks nice and tidy. :D

my room with bed and a cabinet. :)

 my tables and cupboard :)

my door =.=

my window and .... :)

btw, this room is above the shoplot. it's not in housing area.

Toilet is not attached. :(

BUT, the aircond is included :)

Price is reasonable too :D

i hope i can adopt the environment over hereeeeee~ 

PS : i hope i can sleep today ;p

hahahahahha!!!

a new life for me :)

hmm..
today i went out yam cha, chit chatting and dinner with my best frens. CLOVER ( but without kevin la)
it's has been half a year tat we din gather and talk like tat before.
after we graduated from secondary skol, each of us was going towards our own dream.
kevin - went to korea
jen tim - studying form 6
yuqing - studying at setapak
siow - =.= the nearest 1, PJ
xin ru - at perlis
me - at subang

so, it's really hard for us to gather together in 1 day.
we talked a lot and have lot of fun today.
Seriously, what i experience was.... i really like my secondary skolmate :D
it's a big different between college fren and secondary skolmate~
however, we cant go back to the previous time and have to move on.
our friendship will never change as the time move on.
Be appreciate to wat we have now.

really enjoy tonight.
good night guys.
and good bye and good luck to u guys. :)

回忆

当我就读小学时，我很怀恋就读幼稚园的时候。很讨厌小学，想快点升到中学。
升上中学，超级怀恋小学的时光，想飞回去小学。。
感觉好矛盾哦~
现在中学毕业了，告别了与我一起玩的“猪朋狗友” ，升上了大学。
由于假期的关系，我看回中学时的照片，超级怀恋我们那些年所做的事。。

早上起来，穿上制服，到学校去。。
听长气的校长讲一大堆废话。。
听老师讲课，不听老师教书，吵吵闹闹，弄老师生气。。
下课吃好料，gap 仔，去找leng zai 老师。。
放学时，参加课外活动，出去玩玩，看漫画。。
真的很怀恋啊~ ><
虽然上大学也很好玩，但是我还是很想念那些年啊~

ps: 我发现到，从中而到现在。。我真的是越变越肥=.= 脸越变越圆 T^T
相反的，我发现kevin wong 真的是越变越瘦，真的是可以和bio lab 里的model 媲美了！！

 Form 1 ^^

innocent face :D

 spot kevin and jen tim!!! they look so... "thin"...

now...they became even thinner ><

kevin look like 排骨~

 now they look even prettier :D

 i think i wan to chg my hair style. ^^

hehe~ ;D