伤心

今天，我回去医院复诊。
很开心的事，我的blood platelet 本来从39 升到 309 :).
但是，医生的话，让我感到很难过。。。
ps: 不是中了什么病啦！！

她说，我应该休息多一点，不应该去college 上课。
老实说，还真的很累。当我病好后，这是我第一次感到这么累。
从我的subang 房间走到学校，我已经要累到晕倒了。（难以形容的累！！ 好像刚跑完的5km 预野赛跑。）
一到学校，我累到趴在桌上一动也不动。（好像只死鱼）
我不听父母的话，死都要上 college. 因为，我有考试和assignment 要赶。（没去学校一个礼拜）
这个礼拜可说是忙到要死掉。
Accounting 我已经miss 了很多课。:(
而星期三又有考试。 妈妈要我跟老师要求延迟考试，但是我不要，以为自己可以应付得来。哈哈，结果昨天考试，我搞砸了。:(
医生说，我不能太过疲劳。但是，我一直不断地给自己压力，因为我不想考到差的成绩。
是不是我太过要求高了？
最近都很迟睡，要读书和赶assignment 。所以，我会很迟才病好。一直感到很累很累。
昨天考试，还靠两罐鸡精来提神。。但是还是很累。;p


我真的很难过，我的accounting考试竟然搞砸了。
有没有人肯自动教我，（因为我的性格的关系，我不想要去请教别人。）唉，我越变越怪，越来越好胜。
不想去请教别人。。 :( 但是却希望别人自动来教我。）我真的是很怪。:( 可能是我要面子的关系？我不懂。
只是，最近上课时，都很难过，因为不懂老师在讲什么。。有没有人肯解释给我听，自己硬着头皮去试着了解。结果还是不行，但是我又不想问别人，担心自己会麻烦到别人，然后，即使别人跟我解释了，我还是会在“半懂半不懂”的状况，然后假装自己会了，但是还是不会。=。=
奇怪的我。。。

医生说，即使我去考试，我的成绩也是一样会很差，因为我会没有力。
:( 拜托，我明天还有20 % 的考试。:( 我不要再搞砸了。
w但是，却没有办法，明天也是要照样考试（补考来的 ）

我很担心，我自前所考过的好成绩，会因为这几次的考砸了的考试，而影响了自前累积下来的cgpa :(. 父母希望我不会把分数看得那么重。
但是我做不到。一想到自己的成绩会跌，就担心到晚上睡不着。
很夸张吧？可能是kia shu 的关系？不懂。

好了，真想找个人来谈天，但是不懂要找谁。。
感觉上没有人能够了解我的心情。:(
haiz..很难过。。
最近都很不好。。 :(

好了，是时候睡午觉了。
一人在房间，好孤独哦~
等下还要读书呢！！
加油，明天的补考! :D
我一定行的！！ xD

Denggi :(

Now, i am still inside the hospital, waiting for doctor to declare me that i can "get out" from hospital. ^^

Well, i had stayed at hospital for 3 days. :( cause i got Dengue.

ps : stupid mosquito!! bite me and spread the disease to me!! 

On 28/6/12,

i felt so cold and i got a bad feeling that i got Dengue as i suddenly had fever without any notice.

Then, i was sent back to home and not staying in Subang when i got sick.

That moment seriously is very suffering, ( i dun noe hw to explain) cz i got headache and very tired.

I had fever for almost 3 days.

On Sunday morning, i started to lose my appetite and i start vomiting. :(

I got a test on Monday but i took MC and skipped it ;p

Until Wednesday, i found out that there are a lot of red spot start appearing over my hand.

Then i went to clinic to test for Dengue.

and.....

Hooray =.=  ~ i got Dengue! (FML) =.=

den, quickly, my parents sent me to hospital to get the treatment.

That time, my blood platelet fall till 37 + o.o...

ps : Quite Serious****

T^T tis was my 1st time i stayed in hospital.

But, seriously, Gleneagles Hospital is quite nice. :)

As i hav insurans, my parents send me to private hospital to get the treatment.

I share a wad with 1 aunty. :) and there is a television inside my room.

ps : a bit like hotel ;p

hmm...btw, now i was ok ald.

I wan to thx to everyone that care for me.

Especially my mum T^T  she took a very good care of me. i wana say sorry and thank you to her.

And thx for my college frens as well, they came and visit me.

really gave me a big surprise T^T.

THX guys~

n i will take a good care of myself and wont let me to fall sick again!