伤心

今天，我回去医院复诊。
很开心的事，我的blood platelet 本来从39 升到 309 :).
但是，医生的话，让我感到很难过。。。
ps: 不是中了什么病啦！！

她说，我应该休息多一点，不应该去college 上课。
老实说，还真的很累。当我病好后，这是我第一次感到这么累。
从我的subang 房间走到学校，我已经要累到晕倒了。（难以形容的累！！ 好像刚跑完的5km 预野赛跑。）
一到学校，我累到趴在桌上一动也不动。（好像只死鱼）
我不听父母的话，死都要上 college. 因为，我有考试和assignment 要赶。（没去学校一个礼拜）
这个礼拜可说是忙到要死掉。
Accounting 我已经miss 了很多课。:(
而星期三又有考试。 妈妈要我跟老师要求延迟考试，但是我不要，以为自己可以应付得来。哈哈，结果昨天考试，我搞砸了。:(
医生说，我不能太过疲劳。但是，我一直不断地给自己压力，因为我不想考到差的成绩。
是不是我太过要求高了？
最近都很迟睡，要读书和赶assignment 。所以，我会很迟才病好。一直感到很累很累。
昨天考试，还靠两罐鸡精来提神。。但是还是很累。;p


我真的很难过，我的accounting考试竟然搞砸了。
有没有人肯自动教我，（因为我的性格的关系，我不想要去请教别人。）唉，我越变越怪，越来越好胜。
不想去请教别人。。 :( 但是却希望别人自动来教我。）我真的是很怪。:( 可能是我要面子的关系？我不懂。
只是，最近上课时，都很难过，因为不懂老师在讲什么。。有没有人肯解释给我听，自己硬着头皮去试着了解。结果还是不行，但是我又不想问别人，担心自己会麻烦到别人，然后，即使别人跟我解释了，我还是会在“半懂半不懂”的状况，然后假装自己会了，但是还是不会。=。=
奇怪的我。。。

医生说，即使我去考试，我的成绩也是一样会很差，因为我会没有力。
:( 拜托，我明天还有20 % 的考试。:( 我不要再搞砸了。
w但是，却没有办法，明天也是要照样考试（补考来的 ）

我很担心，我自前所考过的好成绩，会因为这几次的考砸了的考试，而影响了自前累积下来的cgpa :(. 父母希望我不会把分数看得那么重。
但是我做不到。一想到自己的成绩会跌，就担心到晚上睡不着。
很夸张吧？可能是kia shu 的关系？不懂。

好了，真想找个人来谈天，但是不懂要找谁。。
感觉上没有人能够了解我的心情。:(
haiz..很难过。。
最近都很不好。。 :(

好了，是时候睡午觉了。
一人在房间，好孤独哦~
等下还要读书呢！！
加油，明天的补考! :D
我一定行的！！ xD

Denggi :(

Now, i am still inside the hospital, waiting for doctor to declare me that i can "get out" from hospital. ^^

Well, i had stayed at hospital for 3 days. :( cause i got Dengue.

ps : stupid mosquito!! bite me and spread the disease to me!! 

On 28/6/12,

i felt so cold and i got a bad feeling that i got Dengue as i suddenly had fever without any notice.

Then, i was sent back to home and not staying in Subang when i got sick.

That moment seriously is very suffering, ( i dun noe hw to explain) cz i got headache and very tired.

I had fever for almost 3 days.

On Sunday morning, i started to lose my appetite and i start vomiting. :(

I got a test on Monday but i took MC and skipped it ;p

Until Wednesday, i found out that there are a lot of red spot start appearing over my hand.

Then i went to clinic to test for Dengue.

and.....

Hooray =.=  ~ i got Dengue! (FML) =.=

den, quickly, my parents sent me to hospital to get the treatment.

That time, my blood platelet fall till 37 + o.o...

ps : Quite Serious****

T^T tis was my 1st time i stayed in hospital.

But, seriously, Gleneagles Hospital is quite nice. :)

As i hav insurans, my parents send me to private hospital to get the treatment.

I share a wad with 1 aunty. :) and there is a television inside my room.

ps : a bit like hotel ;p

hmm...btw, now i was ok ald.

I wan to thx to everyone that care for me.

Especially my mum T^T  she took a very good care of me. i wana say sorry and thank you to her.

And thx for my college frens as well, they came and visit me.

really gave me a big surprise T^T.

THX guys~

n i will take a good care of myself and wont let me to fall sick again! 

a new me :D

HOHO~ long time din update my blog.  ;p

hmm, i will talk abt some changes on me recently.
1st, i work as tuition every Saturday.
2nd, i chged my spectacles. :D
3rd, i moved to Subang ald. ^^

well, i m going to talk about my job 1st.
I found a job in Sri Sinar. It's jz a one-day job.
At 1st, i was applied for admin job. But, the manager asked me to become a teacher.
Hmm.. i was not really ready for the class on that day. But, the manager suddenly "throw" 2 students to me and asked me to teach them. I was quite scare and panic at the beginning.
after 1 or 2 hours class, i quite happy tat i can be fren with the children and teach them.
Btw, i still dun like some of the children there. cz sometimes they are really not respecting me. =.=
ESPECIALLY Standard 5 and 6 student.
I like standard 1 -3 students. T^T
ps : i felt tat i kena bullied by the manager regarding my salary. Nvm, i will try to talk and negotiate it!

HEHE, i jz changed my new spectacles ;p

hmm...look nice anot?? :D

Next, i had moved to Subang ald. :( 

Bye, my family and fren.

dun miss me as i will be coming back on every Friday  ;p

hehe

Btw, moving to a new environment is not easy. cz u have to plan wat to buy and how to bring ur things to ur new 'house'. i knew that i had spent alot @.@

Here is my new room.

Thx for my family and sung yih to help me to clean and arrange it. 

it looks nice and tidy. :D

my room with bed and a cabinet. :)

 my tables and cupboard :)

my door =.=

my window and .... :)

btw, this room is above the shoplot. it's not in housing area.

Toilet is not attached. :(

BUT, the aircond is included :)

Price is reasonable too :D

i hope i can adopt the environment over hereeeeee~ 

PS : i hope i can sleep today ;p

hahahahahha!!!

a new life for me :)

hmm..
today i went out yam cha, chit chatting and dinner with my best frens. CLOVER ( but without kevin la)
it's has been half a year tat we din gather and talk like tat before.
after we graduated from secondary skol, each of us was going towards our own dream.
kevin - went to korea
jen tim - studying form 6
yuqing - studying at setapak
siow - =.= the nearest 1, PJ
xin ru - at perlis
me - at subang

so, it's really hard for us to gather together in 1 day.
we talked a lot and have lot of fun today.
Seriously, what i experience was.... i really like my secondary skolmate :D
it's a big different between college fren and secondary skolmate~
however, we cant go back to the previous time and have to move on.
our friendship will never change as the time move on.
Be appreciate to wat we have now.

really enjoy tonight.
good night guys.
and good bye and good luck to u guys. :)

回忆

当我就读小学时，我很怀恋就读幼稚园的时候。很讨厌小学，想快点升到中学。
升上中学，超级怀恋小学的时光，想飞回去小学。。
感觉好矛盾哦~
现在中学毕业了，告别了与我一起玩的“猪朋狗友” ，升上了大学。
由于假期的关系，我看回中学时的照片，超级怀恋我们那些年所做的事。。

早上起来，穿上制服，到学校去。。
听长气的校长讲一大堆废话。。
听老师讲课，不听老师教书，吵吵闹闹，弄老师生气。。
下课吃好料，gap 仔，去找leng zai 老师。。
放学时，参加课外活动，出去玩玩，看漫画。。
真的很怀恋啊~ ><
虽然上大学也很好玩，但是我还是很想念那些年啊~

ps: 我发现到，从中而到现在。。我真的是越变越肥=.= 脸越变越圆 T^T
相反的，我发现kevin wong 真的是越变越瘦，真的是可以和bio lab 里的model 媲美了！！

 Form 1 ^^

innocent face :D

 spot kevin and jen tim!!! they look so... "thin"...

now...they became even thinner ><

kevin look like 排骨~

 now they look even prettier :D

 i think i wan to chg my hair style. ^^

hehe~ ;D

my last week holiday

终于考完试了，又放假三个星期。这个礼拜是我最后的假期，下礼拜又要开学了。

感觉上没有做到什么东西，妈妈一直叫我回去office 帮忙。结果，假期就这样完了。

但是，我还是有跟朋友出去玩啦。

10/5/12

我跟一班college 蛮要好的朋友到KL pavillion 附近的日本buffet 用餐。（Saisaki)

hmm..食物很不错，很多选择，吃到我们饱饱的。（而且还可以看到我的肚腩 T^T)

哈哈，可能是因为吃太多，而不消化，结果在凌晨一点多将食物呕回出来。

只能说。。。我最讨厌呕了！！！ 很辛苦，尤其是当你要呕又不呕的时候。

唉，我一次过呕了三遍，就恶心的是。。那些呕吐物竟从鼻子里流出。(我能想象到，九把刀的《上课不要看小说》 里的超会踩脚的怪怪女读者。。 。。。将呕吐物放进冰箱里，然后拿去吃。。。 xD)

T^T 欧的过程真的很辛苦。

不过，但呕完后，就很舒服了^^

教训：以后不要吃太多 T^T

12/5/12

帮jentim 庆祝生日！！ ^^

一开始，他很不愿意的，因为星期一有考试，想要在考试后才庆祝。哈哈，结果因为我要他吹蜡烛，所以就出来啦 ^^

庆祝的地点在 desa parkcity 里的amelio pastry，一间竟把我的menu 忘掉的餐厅！！

ps : 不好意识。。照片不再我这边 T^T

吃饱之后，买了32 F, 到一个很多蚊子的地方，帮jentim 庆祝生日。

我们将有字母形状的蜡烛插在果冻上，然后rap 着将生日歌唱完。 （不是因为我们很会rap，而是因为那个蜡烛溶得实在是太快了！！ ）

ps : rap 的生日歌也不错嘛~ :D

13/5/12

由于我要在下个月搬去subang 了，所以今天，我就出动全家人，一同到subang 看房子。那间所谓的choice A。

hmm..我还蛮喜欢那间房间的。因为很有家里的味道^^ 有点像在婆婆的家。哈哈。

而且还可以用那里的厨房。

唯一的缺点是，没有冷气和热水机 :(

但是我还是蛮喜欢的，因为价钱满便宜的。现在决定权在于我的朋友，她还没看那房子，所以不能做决定。真希望她会喜欢~

参观完房子后，我便当家人的导游，带他们环游整个SS15 :D

我弟弟说，他以后也要就读INTI Subang， 因为那儿有很多东西吃。

snowflakes, chatime, gong cha, subway, mcdonald, starbucks.....不胜枚举。。。。

ps : 不怪得我越来越胖~ :(

14/5/12

有个笨蛋朋友，谢松逸， 答应跟我一起去petaling street 买漫画。

哈哈，不到30分钟，我们就满载而归了。

由于时间还早，所以我们便搭LRT 到KLCC 走走，然后再走去pavillion,再走去sg wang。

ps : 真的是很好的运动~

ps 2 : 当天，我终于。。。。尝试到。。BBQ Plaza~ hohoh~~~ 真的很好玩 :D

18/5/12

难忘的一天，白白浪费了时间，而且还弄不见手提电话。:(

当天原本去subang 是因为要帮忙找sponsor for 来临的端午节庆典。

结果，却弄丢了电话。 T^T (不要再骂我了，我知道自己大头虾，竟忘了拿电话！！ ）:(

我要求店员开cctv给我们看，但是却得经过manager的允许，而且当天manager刚好不在！！

店员要求我们到警察局报案，这样manager 才会开cctv给我们看。

我的朋友便载我到附近的警察局报案。hmmm..老实说，我还蛮怕的，因为没有报案过。

总结: 那位sarjan 说，会帮我去pizza hut 看cctv, 尽力帮我找回电话。

ps: 有点感动。。。

21/5/12

父母要求去见那儿的manager, 顺便要看cctv。

cctv 出来的结果是。。。完全照不到我坐的地方。。=.=

听经理说，当天晚上，真的是有两个inspector 到那儿check cctv. （有点吓到）

唉。。。电话真的找不回了，只好抱着失望的心情离开。。

走路到INTI College, 去付学费和领我的成绩单。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

我终于达到我的目标了！！！

ps : 还记得那次我失恋时，我曾经在blog 里post 的几个GOALs?

因为失恋，我告诉我自己要做的比上一次更好，因为没有他，我能过得更好。所以，我就告诉自己，这次的考试一定要拿3.8 !!!

结果。。我拿到了成绩。。

financial accounting A+

mircoeconomic A-

Statistic 1 A+

Environmental Science A-

GPA：3.83

T___________________T

我成功了~ 

ps : 我真的很开心，虽然不是4.0 啦~ =.= 但是还是很开心，我做到承诺自己的事 T^T~

holiday :D

HAHAHA!!
i m having my sem break now. hehe~ :D i am going for the 4th semester. (haiz, i din realize that i had been study in INTI for 1 year ady, but still gt 3 more years to go :(  )

I kinda worry about my exam. cz i feel that i dint do well in my finals :(   (ps: cz i played a lot during my sem break) now, i jz can pray for getting a good result. 3.8!!!!

I got 3 weeks holiday. hmmm..wat to do?
recently, i went to subang and played with my frens until very late only went back home. ==
i went there for meeting, swimming, playing badminton and having dinner with them.
really enjoy my life there.

For the next semester, i will move to subang.
my dad dont want to buy me a car and ask me to stay at there.
HAHA, so now i keep on looking for rooms for renting.
haiz, seriously, finding a room is not easy. super sienz ler. very hard to find. :(
Tomolo, i will go to subang with my parent to view the room.
ok, now i hav 2 choices of the room.

Choice A :
- RM 600 (for 2 person and included all utilities bill)
- no aircond
- no toilet attached with the room
- got wifi (  but hav to pay extra rm30)
- can use the kitchen for light cooking

Choice B :
- RM 500 ( for 2 person, included all utilities bill except for the aircond)
- got aircond ( by meter)
- got toilet attached
- not fully furnished ( have to buy 1 more mattress, study table and cupboard)
- no wifi (have to apply ourselves)

haha~ i cant make any decision yet, cz i haven view the room yet.
mayb the room for the choice B is too small tat cant fix with 2 people.
So, tml i m going to view for the room of choice A.
Haiz, wat i dun like abt room A were that the toilet does not attached with the room and the room does not have aircond.
if these 2 condition can be solved den i can move into the room ady.
hope tat i will be satisfy with the room condition.
good luck for me. :)

i will view the room of choice B on nex week.
good luck too.