study mood @.@

omg omg omg~
i felt that i din study much for my coming finals. i kept on outgoing with frens and family.

Saturday, i forced myself to study, but at the end i din study much, cz i was busy watching the korea drama and doing the house chores. (lazy bum bum la!)

Sunday, which is Earth day, i took part in the event of cleaning the waterfall at templer park. So, i drove to INTI at 6.30 am, and then took bus to templer park. It's a new experience for me as this is my 1st time to clean the waterfall. We picked up all the rubbish that we saw in the forest. It's really amazing when u found a tin of "pepsi" which were not seen before. ( i think it was made in 19th century -,- ) So, through the pepsi that we collected, we can conclude that, the rubbish really took many years to decompose o.o. omg~~~

We went back to INTI at 2.30pm. then, I was so active and dun wan to go back home. =.= So, i followed my frens to badminton court and played badminton for 3 hours. @.@
I reached home at 8pm, den bathed and had lunch with my family.
My whole sunday is gone. ^^ i din study. @.@

Monday,
actually tis week is a study break. But, i still went to college cz there is a accounting tuition class. ^^ after the tuition class, i went for the meeting for my ccs. >< i felt myself is damn busy @.@
i went back home at 5pm (fetched by jia wei)
Then my sis fetched me to see dentist. -,-
so...reached home at 7pm
but, still..my study mood still haven come yet.
ok, after posting all these things, i shd start studying nw!!!
omg! i wan to get 3.8 in this semester!!
gambateh!! ><
plz scold me if u see me online ;p

Goal :D

hmm..
i wanna give myself some stress and goal!! :D
I wan to learn to be more determinate in doing anything.

Goal :
1.) Loss weight to 48 kg.
2.) GPA in this semester : 3.8
3.) Drink milk everyday to stronger up my bone.
4.) Drink soya milk during college time to make myself look fairer. ;p
5.) Exercise everyday!!! to lose weight.
6.) eat less at night!! eat more for breakfast!!!
7.) be more independent~
8.) be active in clubs.

hmm..i think tats all.. ~ :D
hope i can do it! fighting!!! and i wan to loss weight and become pretty again ;p
gambateh~

友情

这是一篇关于友情的故事。。

感觉上，原本真的很要好的朋友，突然好像变得不再要好了。

可能是我太在乎这段友情了。。毕竟上了学院，很难真真找到很要好的朋友。

之前发生了一些事情，然后我又变得很奇怪。感觉上，我好像在假假面对着他（真的很奇怪！）

我一直逼着自己不要在乎他，假装不理会他，但是，我还是会很在乎，很怪叻！（还很矛盾）

他可说是我读书的好伙伴，每次在课业上遇到难题时，我们都会一起考论的。哈，现在没了。我得变回像1st sem 一样独立，自己靠自己，没有在课业上依赖任何人。hmm..但是我还是很不习惯叻。

在课业上遇到困难时，很想问他，但是又不敢问。== （我可以撞墙死算了==)

真的需要时间来慢慢习惯。

我是不是很差劲呢？;p

paiseh la~

我没想到我竟比我想象中还来得弱。

baka?

为何我这么想挽回这段友情呢？而他却好像毫不在乎，(有没有我都无所谓)。==

但，我还是很希望能够回到当初的时候。。

只是我自己的问题，每次遇见她，我都对他很冷淡，而且还很坏tim =.=

唉，需要时间来解决啊~

cheer :)

time to forget everything :D

7/4/12

失恋了啊~ （没谈恋爱失什么大便恋？ ==, 哈哈，写爽的 ^^ 因为我不知这叫什么 ;p

难得的机会，我发信息给clovers group 的朋友，告诉他们我失恋了，要不要去唱k?

出乎预料的是，已经面临绝种的4 位clover 朋友 （绝种的已有两位 xD) 竟答应陪我去唱k!

aaaaa...发泄啊~

说真的，我非常感谢他们 T^T

陪伴着我，又鼓励我==。

虽然没有真真的失恋，但是我从中体会过那种感觉。。

没想到我又成长了^^ 有过失恋的经验。

然后，晚上，我的college朋友要求我陪他去买衣服，

哈哈，然后我的条件是。。我要吃好料。

结果，我们去吃Chili's xD !! 而且还是我最喜欢的羊肉叻~ 虽然真的很贵吃，但是想让自己满足和开心一下，所以就放码去吃咯~

吃的那一时刻，心里充满幸福的感觉~ ohh~ 并不是陪我的人让我感到很幸福，而是那羊肉~ 天啊！！！ 我真的是超满意的~

吃完后，就陪他买衣服和鞋子，然后又去喝贡茶~ (但是我order错饮料，很难喝~:( )

after that, 就回家了^^

conclusion ：i m happy :D and i m moving on now. :)

hehe~

THX Again guys :D

1st time :(

well, i really cried a lot in these 2 days. ( i dun wan to mention what had happened. but, i think u guys can roughly know what happened)

hmm..wat i want to said is, i thought myself was strong enough.

But, actually, i wasn't that strong. I m weak. I mean i was like keep on relying on people and not independent enough!

Goal or lesson : Be more independent and solve my own problem by myself. Dont keep on telling people and trusting people.

Besides, when u are down, parents are the 1 who really can help u, scold u and advise u.

They will try to give example and tell us the lesson that i had learnt from this incident.

They will not want you to make the same mistake again.

But, seriously, i want to thanks to my dad. Although his words really hurt me, his advises really help me a lot. As HE said HE IS THE MAN =.=

Next, dont so easily put your feeling towards one relationship.

Some1 treat you good does not mean that they like you. Just be in mind that, if u put ur feeling inside the relationship, u will get the hurt soon.

So, dont trust any1 who treat u well as there is sure sth behind the scene.

Conclusion is,

after this incident, i know what to do and i learnt a lot of things.

Thx to YOU and also my parents who supporting me.

And now, i had set my new target for this semester.

I PROMISE MYSELF TO REACH THE TARGET THAT I WANT.

my dad told me, just success in ur careers and ur studies. DONT THINK OTHERS THING.

Be 女强人 !! that's what i want myself to be.

i will not let this incident happened in my life again!

Gamabateh and i have to move forward :) Be BACK nyt~

ps : I WILL REST MY HEART FOR A LONG TIME, AND GET STRONGER 1ST BEFORE I GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP. :D