1st time :(

well, i really cried a lot in these 2 days. ( i dun wan to mention what had happened. but, i think u guys can roughly know what happened)

hmm..wat i want to said is, i thought myself was strong enough.

But, actually, i wasn't that strong. I m weak. I mean i was like keep on relying on people and not independent enough!

Goal or lesson : Be more independent and solve my own problem by myself. Dont keep on telling people and trusting people.

Besides, when u are down, parents are the 1 who really can help u, scold u and advise u.

They will try to give example and tell us the lesson that i had learnt from this incident.

They will not want you to make the same mistake again.

But, seriously, i want to thanks to my dad. Although his words really hurt me, his advises really help me a lot. As HE said HE IS THE MAN =.=

Next, dont so easily put your feeling towards one relationship.

Some1 treat you good does not mean that they like you. Just be in mind that, if u put ur feeling inside the relationship, u will get the hurt soon.

So, dont trust any1 who treat u well as there is sure sth behind the scene.

Conclusion is,

after this incident, i know what to do and i learnt a lot of things.

Thx to YOU and also my parents who supporting me.

And now, i had set my new target for this semester.

I PROMISE MYSELF TO REACH THE TARGET THAT I WANT.

my dad told me, just success in ur careers and ur studies. DONT THINK OTHERS THING.

Be 女强人 !! that's what i want myself to be.

i will not let this incident happened in my life again!

Gamabateh and i have to move forward :) Be BACK nyt~

ps : I WILL REST MY HEART FOR A LONG TIME, AND GET STRONGER 1ST BEFORE I GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP. :D